2003-10-04 / 9:11 p.m.

Well, I came out of round 2 with Ben feeling tired and disgusted. My head hurts and I wonder if all that time was wasted. I'm not going to be spoken to that way and I'm not going to have people in my life whose hobby is guilt-tripping me. It's sad...

I don't want to deal with it anymore. Over it over it over it. I made huge changes in my life to get away from drama and I'm not going to be pulled back into it by my sentimentality for some bond that was obviously damaged beyond repair a long time ago.

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